Guilty of believing in love

This time accusation comes from near and dear ones. My crime is that I need people and I want to share my life with someone. I believe in love and I believe in love amounting to making a special place for that special person in your life. Too romantic? Unrealistic? Childish? I plead guilty.

I am a normal human who was for a large time comfortable with being lonely (it was just being happy with yourself) for a long time. However, now I feel the need to share my life, thoughts and feelings with someone. Isnt this the instinct which is making us blog. Sorry I am not a robot who just does the things she is supposed to. I have feelings and emotions and I do unreasonable things. Why do I have to be reasonable? Anyways, I have my own standards of what is reasonable.

This time I am being punished that I believed in love and that I will have someone my own to whom I will be special and who will love me, cherish me and all the nonsence that I should have never dreamt of. But still, am I wrong?